made lots of nice friends and meet lots of friendly people ~ lol.

Dinner and Dance in 3 days time! and me, chuanyoung, sean, benn and freddy alr made plans for that day! lol.

we decided to meet 2pm at dhouby ghaut then go playnation play games hehehe. omg can't wait! LOL. they very funny one, full of crap hahaha. self-entertain themselves LOL!

The day before I had my first lunch with them and 'cause almost everybody who talked to me ask me why i don't want study, Freddy came up with this answer for me which is damn hilarious.

He said 'if next time people ask why you don't want study anymore, you should say study is only for stupid people. i'm clever, so i don't study.' and chuanyong actually add in this sentence 'but the society only wants to hire stupid people' HAHAHA!

Then today lunch, I bought 7-11 sandwich again and when Freddy saw it, his first sentence is 'you sign membership with 7-11 ah?' hahaha! omg damn hilarious!

and i think it's become a 'trend' between me, chuanyong, benn and sean that we'd wait for each other and go that particular level to wait for each other to deliver documents before going pantry slack lol. so fun hanging around with them! hahaha.

Lots of things happened. Made me realize so much. Made me realize that I'm forever that stupid, that naive to always believe in what others tell me.

c'mon janri ~ don't be so soft-hearted and gullible! you must be strong y'know! if not you're gonna get hurt time and again.

oh well, i also don't know what should i blog about. just feel like typing random stuffs out. yeah, i'm that random.

oh! ytd night i almost lost my voice! hahaha. it's so sexaaaay! then mum keep laughing at my voice hahaha.

when i had lost hope, you were there to remind me, this is the start ~

I seems lost this time round, really lost. Feeling so insecure, so helpless. I hate this me.

I know you're reading my blog.

I should not trust people that easily. 'cause once it's really broken, it hurts a lot. When you said you like me, I believe it. And now, this is the outcome I get from trusting what you said. Now there's this wall built within me, I'm not going to let any one else in my life so easily any more. Never am I going to trust people that easily again. It's just a week and you've actually liked another. Do you even know how much it hurts to know the fact that you like another only just after a week of not talking?

If you don't even mean it in the first place, why must you say it? Now, I'm afraid to love. You made me to not believe in this thing called 'Love' and 'Trust'. I cried myself to sleep at 4am to find myself waking up and crying again at 11am. I'm weak, yes. But after going through this 'lesson', I'll be strong. Thank you for teaching me that 'Trust' can really be broken that easily, and that words from guys are nothing 'cause they usually don't mean it.